the price i had to pay for an engagement ring August 13, 2007
Posted by sariayamencius in structure of love.trackback
My Fiance out of his good heart gave me a diamond engagement ring and asked for my hand in marriage. It was the happiest day of my life and i felt like flying in the clouds that day.
I have vowed to wear my ring through all of eternity and to live, die and be buried with it. When i look at my ring that sits so beautifully on my finger, i remember the eternal promises of love that came with it.
Then came the part where i had to pay the price. Commitment is not after all a reward you get for loving someone. It feels like a death sentence that strips you out of all the sanity that is ever left of your soul.
I am aching for the love and the appreciation i so deserve. Sacrificing my personal happiness for the comfort of the ones i love has been so easy all these years and it is true, there comes a time when you can no longer give anymore of yourself.
Today i shed bitter tears… which he will never get to see. For him i shall remain to be a faithful servant that provides all his needs and at the end of it all, the fruit of my labor i shall never taste.
But that is okay… there are other people out there who will love me just for what i am and appreciate the person that is inside me.
I don’t ask for the applause and the gratitude, but the last thing i would want to hear and know is that the people i sacrifice for are not happy with what i do for them.
But no matter how expensive the price i must pay, i shall remain forever faithful and committed to the promise that this ring holds in my life. Who knows, someday i too may be loved and cared for more than i could ever expect…
oh my god. nadepress ako. hmmmm. but anyway, im sure sa simula lang yan.
nah! now i’m starting to get envious.
really, some girls…they simply have all the luck. best wishes, my dear.
Hmmm, so you never got married? nalito na ako,, sus.
Hi Maru, it’s so nice of you to visit me… thanks for the warm wishes!
Hi Ms. Red… we are getting married next month! Parang gusto ko na nga mag back out! Hehe…
Hi Bernard. Nakaka depress talaga. Or siguro i am just looking at life through rose colored glasses and now that i don’t see the roses, i am becoming uncomfortable about it. Konting tiis pa, i will get through.
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best wishes din.
if you are happy with him then go ahead with arms and legs wide open
Best wishes and remember, whatever it takes we cannot change our husbands, only God can… Dito lang kami, samahang walang asawa (kami yun ha) pero sali pa rin kayo maki share na lang kami lol. labo ko.
Thanks for the warm wishes Tim and for visiting too…
Hi Banana… things headed for the worst yesterday… ganun siguro talaga every relationship goes through the rough times. Okay na naman kami ngayon, just in time for making up before i fly to Cebu for business trip up until the end of the week.
last march 31, i was with my boyfriend in sariaya for a visit, he gave me, in front of my family an engagement ring. next year, we’re going to get married, but i know and i feel it that i never met a man like him who loved me that much. he was there during the times that i was really down. he loves me for what i am together with all my problems.
i wish you all the luck in your marriage life. God bless you.
Hi Leah… cheers to a happy and successful married life. I am about to get married late this year. I couldn’t help but be excited and jittery. Best wishes to you and your fiance!